Friendster's blog used to be for all my complaints or depressive thoughts but guess I've long given up on that...am like too lazy to even type anything, let alone my feelings or thoughts. The only time I express myself, or at least I try to, is when it's really affecting me and I jus need to get it out somehow...
Last few days have been sleeping with loads on my mind...dun exactly noe what they are though I pretty much have an idea on some of them but for some reason they dun seem like a good excuse to think about. Maybe I'm jus lonely, or there's jus nothing to look forward to this week. Choir's definitely out since I've got work this sat...oh ya...decided to join back this week actually...really miss it loads but guess I'll have to reschedule it to next week...although I still have work next week but at least it's only half day. Hopefully there's jamming this week...really miss it...I dunno...jus been feeling distant from everyone lately...it's like they're there but somehow my mind's jus elsewhere...I'm like missing everything...going out with friends, jamming, dancing, my bf, my 'sister g'...even though it's only been 1 or 2 weeks ago...how pathetic can I be???
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